Two teen girlfriends

by admin





Two teen girlfriends teasing in passion

Two teen girlfriends

A Different Kind of Family Pt. 02

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CHAPTER 2



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The week after Master died I moved with Katie into the house permanently. We decided to share her bedroom even though it was the smallest in the house. We just couldn t move into the Masters old room there were just too many bad memories.



Even if we didn t quite feel ready for it Katie and I were on our own. The farm had to keep running. Crops needed planting. We had our lives to keep living.



At first it was pretty hard. Not many people wanted to do business with a nineteen-year old Chink. But our usual customers had gotten to know me in the past couple of years and the majority agreed to continue our business partnerships. And as time went by business went back to normal.



The rhythms of our life kept us going. Wake up do your job go to sleep. Plant tend harvest sell. Smile for Katie. She was depending on me to keep us together to keep us afloat.



The year after Master died turned out to be a year of big change and also a year of even more tragedy. To be honest Miss Rachel had an even worse year than we did.



There was some conflict in another country and our President said that we had to do something about it. For weeks it was the only thing the news would ever talk about. And then a few months later Bill Taylor decided that he needed to go.



Miss Rachel was understandably rather upset. Bill hadn t been recruited. No one was forcing him to re-join the Army. There was the farm they had just started together. And besides at 23 Miss Rachel s biological clock was ticking and he d promised they would start their family. But Bill was dead set on joining. He said it was his duty as an American citizen.



In the end Bill left. Miss Rachel was torn: half-proud of her husband and half- scared to death about losing him. The last time he d gone into the Army was more than enough for her and that was a time of peace. This was a real war.



Running the farm was left to her. She knew just barely enough to keep things moving. The farm staff could keep everything in order until Bill got back. And I promised Bill I d look after his wife.



Almost immediately Miss Rachel became a frequent visitor to our house. After the day s work every day she would come by just to talk to us. Katie would meet her at the door with a big hug and ask How are you holding up Miss Rachel?



Every day Miss Rachel answered with some variation of Not so well Katie. Home is just an empty shell without my Bill.



A year later in the wintertime a black sedan with military plates pulled up to the Taylor farm. Two uniformed officers gave Miss Rachel a folded American flag and Letter of Apology from the President. Bill s body would be coming back in a few weeks.



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Bill s funeral was six months past and I was visiting Miss Rachel to look over her bookkeeping. She could do the math just fine but every so often a supplier or customer would get the idea he could rip off the poor widowed woman who didn t know any better. So I would always review things to make sure no one was taking advantage of her.



You want a cold beer Johnny?



Yes thank you Miss Rachel.



She brought me a cold bottle from the fridge the top already popped off. I took a swig then set it on the table returning my attention to the accounting.



Are you old enough to drink yet Johnny?



I smiled and turned to her. Not yet Miss Rachel. I very deliberately took another gulp. But I ll be turning twenty-one in another month.



Well as long as you re old enough to vote… or to fight… Her voice trailed off as she thought about that last phrase. I m sure Bill was in her mind right then.



Then she put on a new smile and turned to me Hell as long as you re legal . It was a wolfish grin she flashed me this time.



I just grinned right back at her. Legal and fully capable anytime you need me.



Mmm I ll have to take you up on that sometime. Her tongue trailed out and she licked her lips. Her green eyes were shining.



Ever since that first time I d met Miss Rachel we d had a little bit of a flirtatious friendship. I was a young man thinking about sex every two minutes and about whichever female crossed my path. She was a pretty young lady used to having men fantasize about her. But this was the first time I felt real heat coming from her. She was a young widow still in the flower of her youth and attractiveness but she didn t have a man to really appreciate that part of her anymore I was the closest thing she had. Right then I knew I would have to start being more careful around her.



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That night Katie was in front of the mirror drying out her hair after the evening s shower. My mind was still going over the heat in Miss Rachel s eyes the thrust of her tits and the cold fire of the icy beer she d given me pouring down my throat.



I crept up behind my beautiful blonde ripping away the towel and lifting her up in my arms. Katie squealed in my grip and didn t stop until I planted her flat on her back across our bed. Johnny what are you-?



Her voice gave out when my tongue hit her clit.



I wanted to bring her pleasure but the need in my loins was too great. I stayed down there just long enough to get Katie s juices flowing and then I stood up and shucked my pants.



Katie wasn t complaining. Actually she just giggled as I clambered atop her body and without further foreplay I shoved my cock inside of her. And then I was fucking like a machine.



Yes yes yes… Katie chanted in my ear as I drilled her. It added to my stimulation but all that mattered was my release. Less than three minutes passed before I lunged my body forward one last time and exploded pumping out a gallon of cum in successive waves that splashed against Katie s womb.



When I was done collapsed against Katie s firm tits and gasping for breath she stroked my hair and asked What was that all about?



I wasn t sure if I should tell her. After all most women wouldn t be too happy knowing their man was half-thinking about someone else. But this was my Katie. We had no secrets. So I told her.



Miss Rachel was lonely that much was obvious. Her first six months alone were spent in shock and mourning. Over the next few weeks after that the seriousness of her situation seemed to cave in around her and Miss Rachel had really started to get depressed. She talked to us about it often. The only man she d ever really known was dead. She was on her own in the world and only twenty-four. By the time her mother was twenty-four she was pregnant with her third child. Miss Rachel had always wanted children. Now it seemed like that would never happen.



Katie listened through my story and when I finished she whispered to me. Maybe Miss Rachel just needs to get laid. To remember what it feels like to have a man holding her.



I dared not say anything even though very naughty images popped into my head.



***



In the end Miss Rachel decided to adopt. She contacted the orphanage in town to start making arrangements and to set an appointment to come down and visit the children.



The very next day Miss Rachel got a call. A Chinese girl had been orphaned more than a year ago. Now possibly because of me the orphanage directly approached Miss Rachel about this girl. No one else within a hundred miles wanted to adopt a Chink.



They called her Lin and she was a dirty scrawny fourteen-year old who seemed half-starved and absolutely scared of us when she came in the door. At least the social worker said she was fourteen. The girl looked nine-years old. For a brief moment I thought about what my little sister my real little sister would have looked like if she hadn t died.



When Lin saw me her quiet snuffling stopped and she just looked wide-eyed at me as if amazed to see a Chinese face. The social worker pleaded with Miss Rachel. Lin had nowhere else to go.



Miss Rachel s heart went out to the lonely girl all alone in the world. They needed each other. So little Lin moved into the Taylor farm next door. Tragedy happiness sadness love. And for a little girl: hope. Life goes on.



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The next two years literally flew by. Both of our farms had a rough time mostly due to the adjustments of losing their owners. But we were really starting to turn things around. Katie s and my farm was really humming. Quite a few times people offered to buy it from us. And Miss Rachel s farm was at least turning a profit.



Lin was growing up nicely. Miss Rachel made sure the girl went to school full- time rather than laboring on the farm and she was growing up into sweet young woman. Even though her mom was only ten years older than her and a different race Lin loved her as strongly as any daughter could (which included some teenaged attitude). And taking care of Lin made Miss Rachel happier than she ever could be. The two of them were even more frequent visitors to our place than Bill and Miss Rachel had been before.



Katie and I made clear with Lin that we weren t around to act like her parents we were there to be her friends. She took that to heart and always came by to ask us for advice. Sometimes she would tell us secrets she didn t even want her mom to know.



But most importantly in those two years the love between Katie and me was growing steadily. And I had a plan.



As long as either of us could remember neither one of us had been on a real vacation. In fact neither of us had been beyond the big city since before we came to the farm. It had been nothing but work six days a week with one day of rest for the Sabbath.



No sick days. No vacation days. But by the end of next winter before spring planting I was going to take Katie on a real vacation: to see the beaches and see the real ocean.



Katie knew about this vacation. The idea alone was terribly exciting for her. What she didn t know was that I d planned for this vacation to be our honeymoon.



The details aren t that important I m a simple man. But I proposed in our loft. And she said yes. It was about time I made an honest woman of her anyways.



Of course Miss Rachel and Lin were over the moon when we told them the news. Lin was especially excited when Katie told her that Uncle Johnny was going to bring her back a starfish from the ocean. But very quickly Katie and I could see that while Miss Rachel was genuinely happy for us the waves of sadness had come rolling over her again.



Katie and I were two young people moving on with our lives towards a bright future. Miss Rachel was a twenty-six year old widow and she wasn t getting any younger. And she wasn t going out to meet men either. She had a farm to run and a daughter to care for. More likely than not she would never feel the love of marriage again.



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It was two weeks before the Fall wedding. Lin was at a friend s house for a slumber party and wouldn t be back until the next morning. It was a late Friday night Katie and I were just settling in to go to sleep when Miss Rachel called to say she had an emergency plumbing leak.



I kissed Katie goodbye grabbed my tool kit and hopped into my truck for the short trip down to the Taylor farmhouse.



I knocked before walking in through the door. Miss Rachel was waiting for me still in her nightgown and a thin coat to ward away the evening chill. Her arms were crossed over her chest to hold the coat closed. Her dark sleek hair was piled up and pinned back and her sharp pretty face was holding my attention.



You want a cold beer Johnny?



I think it s a little late in the evening for that Miss Rachel. I started glancing around trying to figure out which room had the plumbing leak.



Miss Rachel just put her hands on her hips and the coat split open just enough to reveal her deep cleavage in the nightgown. Why not? Aren t you old enough to drink yet Johnny?



I couldn t help but glance down at her tits for a moment. I smiled a knowing smile. Of course I am Miss.



Well if you re old enough to drink then that makes you legal riiight? Miss Rachel s wolfish grin was back.



The predatory gleam in her expression suddenly worried me. I coughed nervously fishing my head back and forth as I made to look around the house and doing my best to ignore her innuendo. Uh yeah. Now where was that leak of yours?



Her brilliant green eyes were shining. Oh there s no leak Johnny. Her coat dropped into a puddle on the floor followed by the nightgown leaving her absolutely and completely naked. I was immediately transfixed by her big firm tits and pink pussy. She stepped towards me. Nothing here to fix except for me.



She took one more step and then grabbing my head she planted a fat kiss right on my lips. I gasped in astonishment and she took the opportunity to snake her tongue into my mouth. I could taste the hard liquor on her lips.



I backed up immediately but she just followed me until my legs hit something and then I found myself falling down into the couch. Miss Rachel went right with me and ended up straddling my legs sitting in my lap.



I could feel the heat coming from between her thighs and then I noticed that my pants were getting a little damp where her pussy was grinding on top of my leg. She was soaking wet and already leaking onto me.



Quickly I got my hands to her shoulders and I pushed her back away from me. Miss Rachel! What the-? We can t do this?



Why not sugar? You re legal and you won t be married for another two weeks. You re still fair game.



But but I shouldn t be doing this. Her big tits were jiggling in my face and I half wanted to plant my nose in between them and half tried to crawl out of the couch.



Miss Rachel s expression suddenly turned nasty a snarl on her lips and her eyes wild. Why not? What s wrong?! Am I not an attractive woman anymore? Do I not turn you on? Am I not fuckable anymore? She got up off of me and started to pace around the room.



I got myself out of the couch and started to sidle over towards the door. No no that s not what I me-



She cut me off. Oh poor widow Taylor. Her husband s dead. Now she ain t had a nice fuck for years and now she can t ever again! I ve been put out to pasture. Men can t even look at me anymore! And I m going to be alone for the rest of my life!



Please Miss Rachel. That s not it. It s Katie. I mean please. I love her. You are gorgeous. I am attracted to you. I would love to fu- I mean if it wasn t for Katie. I d-



No no. I understand Johnny. And then she took a deep breath. Thirty seconds went by neither of us moving or saying a word. The sudden silence hung in the air and was more deafening than Miss Rachel s rant of a moment ago.



Johnny I m sorry. It s not your fault. And then when Miss Rachel looked up at me she was her old self again. That is the young pretty sad and depressed Miss Rachel I remembered. I don t know what came over me. I m sorry.



She got up and came to me holding her arms open for what perhaps was our customary hug of friendship and of saying goodbye. But I backed away afraid of what that hug might become. And I was straining very hard not to ogle her still naked body.



For a moment she looked hurt. But then she just dropped her arms.



I mumbled an I m sorry. But strangely enough I couldn t help but glance at her heaving bosom expanding and dropping with her exertion.



She just closed her eyes half-turning and giving me a dismissive wave. Just go home to Katie Johnny. Then she walked away to go to her bedroom.



Only after she was out of sight I bolted through the door trying to collect my thoughts. Despite the autumn cold I found myself sweating as I got into the truck and sped the half-mile straight back home. My body was humming male instincts driven to lust at war with my civilized sensibilities.



When I got back to our room Katie immediately sensed that something was up. What s wrong?



My hands shaking I sat at the end of the bed and I told her everything. My mind was still spinning and I had to backtrack a few times so that it actually took me longer to explain than the whole event had lasted.



After I finished Katie didn t say anything. Her face was thoughtful and I took the time to calm myself down. My brain really hurt.



Just when I d finally collected myself. Katie spoke up. Let s go. She grabbed her coat and started out our bedroom door.



I followed her Where are we going?



Back to Miss Rachel s place. Katie s voice was tight but measured. I wasn t sure if she was actually calm or so enraged that she couldn t even raise her voice.



Why?



I have to see her.



I ll never understand women. But I knew enough to obey. So a few minutes later we walked right back into the Taylor house unannounced. I d left the front door unlocked when I bolted and Katie marched us straight upstairs to Miss Rachel s bedroom door. Without knocking she opened it and led us in.



Miss Rachel was lying on her side staring at the wall when we entered and then she sat up quickly when we invaded into her room. At least she d put some clothes back on. Her eyes were only on Katie and I saw the fear in Miss Rachel that she d lost her best friend in this world.



But Katie just crawled onto the bed and gave Miss Rachel a warm hug cradling her friend s head against the crook of her neck. Confused Miss Rachel wrapped her arms around Katie and then realizing that no further harm or reprimand was about to befall her she started crying softly. I m sorry.



No no. You don t have to be sorry. It s alright. Katie sat them both upright holding Miss Rachel by the shoulders and looking straight at her. I understand. I can only imagine what kind of wreck I d be if I ever lost Johnny. All alone with no one to hold you at night. I d say you ve been doing better than I would.



Miss Rachel just looked at Katie with wide eyes in disbelief.



Then a little smile crawled its way across Katie s face. Now we can t leave you like this. I ve said it before to Johnny. Girl you just need to get laid. She reached up and began to stroke Miss Rachel s cheek with the back of her hand. Then Katie turned and fixed her blue eyes on me a fire burning in those irises I only ever saw when she was really aroused. Besides Johnny did promise Bill that he d take care of you.



My head snapped up and then my brain was starting to hurt again. Uncomprehending I took one step backwards. Then as I watched Katie slipped a hand to one of the shoulder straps holding up Miss Rachel s nightgown sliding it off the shoulder and dragging it down the arm until bit by bit one of Miss Rachel s large round breasts was being exposed.



Still staring at me Katie half-whispered in Miss Rachel s ear in a husky tone Anyways I ve always wanted to see what having sex REALLY looks like…



Miss Rachel seemed as confused as I was for a moment but then her eyes dropped to my crotch and saw that my pecker was rising. And then her gaze was locked onto me as well.



My breath started coming in short gasps and then a gloriously rosy and upturned nipple came into view and I found the lust boiling inside of me again as the idea of what was going to happen really hit me. I was about to fuck Rachel.



She wasn t Miss Rachel anymore. I couldn t hide behind the formal Miss title that mentally told me she belonged to another man. This was Rachel a vibrant young gorgeous brunette with a fantastic body and even bigger tits than Katie s. And I desperately wanted her.



Katie sensed the change in my demeanor and slipped her hand to Rachel s other shoulder strap tugging it off so that the entire top half of Rachel s nightgown fell into her lap.



Katie leaned in behind her wrapped her arms around and palmed both of Rachel s tits cupping them and squeezing them together into tight cleavage in front of my eyes. In the same husky tone I hadn t remembered Katie ever using she asked me Isn t she beautiful. Doesn t she turn you on? Isn t she fuckable?

Oh yes. And with that I stepped forwards to the bed shedding my clothes. Rachel s eyes were locked in on me and she lay unmoving just anxiously awaiting what was to come and letting Katie position her. Katie pulled Rachel back until she was flat on her back her head propped up with pillows. I reached to Rachel s waist and gathering together the nightgown pulled it straight off her legs to leave Rachel fully naked before us.



Her tits pointed upright with just a little sag down and to the sides. But they were still firm and full with youth. Katie verbally urged me on and with Rachel s pussy already juicing out of control I simply climbed over her spread her thighs and with careful aim began to sink my erection into her.



Rachel hadn t had anything inside her for years and her tunnel was tighter than anything I d experienced since Katie and I took each other s virginity. I only got the first few inches in on that first lunge but already Rachel was screaming with happiness as she was being filled with a man.



Rachel was so wet that I just leaned in and bit by bit my shaft slid all the way home into her. I leaned down to kiss her and she lifted her arms and legs to wrap them around me holding my entire body tight up against her crushing her tits into my chest. It was our first kiss but it certainly would not be our last.



In the corner of my eye I saw Katie get naked and then she was lazily playing with herself while she watched Rachel and me coupling.



I got myself supported on my forearms and knees and then I really started to move. Our thrusting was slow at first because of how tight she was but the longer we kept fucking the harder and faster we were able to go. Tears were streaming down Rachel s cheeks and a big smile dominated her face while she both laughed and whimpered with every forceful drive I made into her willing body.



Oh heavens. Fuck me! Fuck me! Rachel kept chanting at me as I drilled her harder and harder and faster and faster.



So very quickly we both were escalating to highs of ecstasy and only minutes later Rachel moaned out her first orgasm with someone else in many years. Her inner lips were quivering and threatened to spill me over but I wanted to keep on fucking Rachel and her hot body.



However she was so tight and her pussy muscles felt so good caressing me that I was reaching my limit quickly. When she came down from her high Rachel s eyes lit up with a new idea and she whispered to me I want you to cum in my mouth.



Katie was strumming her own pussy and squeezing her own tits when she heard Rachel say that and then with a fresh squeal and a moan and Katie was joining our chorus with an climax of her own.



I only thrust a few more times into Rachel s tight tunnel before I pulled out and scooted forwards straddling Rachel s bounteous chest. Rachel reached her hands to my waving rod and started to jerk me off her lips and tongue reaching up to tease the head of my pecker. All at once I felt the dam burst and then my first blast of semen splattered all over Rachel s face. But then she managed to close her lips over me and I began to pump my juices into her mouth. Shot after shot filled her and I watched her throat contracting as she swallowed most of it.



When I was done my eyes rolled back and I collapsed onto my side next to Rachel. She just moaned with a satisfied Mmm…



And then Rachel did something I never would have expected. Katie was still next to her on the bed watching us through heavy lidded eyes. Rachel lifted herself up grabbed Katie s head and then planted a forceful open-mouthed kiss right onto Katie s lips shoving her tongue inside Katie s mouth with a healthy load of the cum I d deposited there.



Katie went rigid shocked into complete stillness. I heard a creaking moan come out of her mouth torn between accepting my hot cum into her mouth and trying to understand that her best friend s lips were pressed against hers.



In the end lust won out. Katie accepted the kiss and as their lips rubbed against one another she got hotter and hotter until she went on the offensive herself tackling Rachel down to the bed where they continued to french madly.



Despite my tiredness I found myself getting very aroused again watching this. I had heard of this sort of thing happening but never dreamed of watching it in person.



Rachel had rolled them over until she was on top her hands pawing at Katie s buoyant breasts. Katie pried her lips away for just a moment. Rachel. Why did you do that?



Did you like it? Rachel asked breathlessly.



Katie s blue eyes glittered. Yes!



Hmm. Bill may have been the only man I knew. But I learned in cheerleading that most men are pathetic at eating pussy. So we learned to please each other. Her lips dove in and rubbed against Katie s mouth. And there s just something so erotic about another woman s kiss that a man can t match.



Mmm… Katie answered agreeably as their tongues battled together.



The two women seemed perfectly happy to ignore me and just continue their makeout session but then Rachel paused from kissing Katie just long enough to ask Has Johnny ever put it in your ass?



Startled Katie shook her head no .



Mmm you ll have to try it. Believe me you ll love it. But that s later. Rachel then turned her gaze to me her eyes a fiery green. Right now Johnny s going to have to put it in MY ass first.



And with that Rachel slid herself down to the foot of the bed where she planted her feet on the floor and bent forward at the waist so that her face was in just the right position to bury her tongue into Katie s wet pussy and her hands could still reach and fondle the heaving melons on Katie s chest.



Oh my! Katie gasped. What are you–?



Just relax Katie Rachel soothed. You re going to love this.



Ooooohhhh…. Katie was soon lost to the sensations pouring through her brain.



I just stood back and watched my mind being blown away. Never in my wildest dreams had I imagined two such gorgeous specimens of females pleasuring each other like this.



Rachel. Rachel! So good! Katie whimpered.



I briefly wondered if I should try and figure out exactly what Rachel was doing so I could learn from her. But my other head was twitching with a mind of its own.



And so staring then at Rachel s perfect ass I slid off the bed and circled around until I was just behind the beautiful brunette. Holding my newfound erection in my hands I stroked myself a few times before placing the head into the folds of Rachel s pussy. I wanted to feel this again first for comparison if for nothing else.



Rachel let out a happy sigh as I sank my pole back into her clamping her hands firmly on Katie s tits and pausing for a moment from her oral ministrations. But once I d gotten myself seated all the way in Katie put her hands on Rachel s head to direct her back into action. Mm you HAVE to keep licking me Katie ordered. Good lord you re good at that!



With my hands on Rachel s hips I slowly began to pump in and out until the wonderfully tight friction had brought me to diamond hardness. It felt so good that I didn t want to leave. But when Rachel reached her hands back and spread her butt cheeks wide showing off her red rosebud my goal became clear.



You sure? I asked still in mild disbelief.



Rachel didn t pull her head away to answer instead just shaking her ass at me more vigorously in emphasis.



I pulled out of her pussy my rod coated with girlcum and natural lubrications then immediately I took my tool into my hand and pressed the head up against Rachel s asshole. Pushing together we both strained and stretched until the mushroom head popped through.



All of a sudden the heat shooting through my cock was setting my body on fire and then with an iron grip on her hips I lurched forward and slammed myself all the way into her ass in one thrust forcing a loud scream from Rachel.



Oh my gawd… I had never before felt such a strange and yet exciting sensation. The heat the tightness I couldn t believe it. And then uncontrollably I began to rock driving my shaft up Rachel s ass over and over and over again.



My frenetic pace was spreading to Rachel who was moaning up a storm even as her tongue lips and fingers started to go berserk on Katie s body who was whimpering constantly and rubbing at her own nipples.



Rachel came once very quickly and was more energetically fucking back at me this time around. Soon after Katie squealed and let loose another orgasm into Rachel s face dumping wave after wave of girlcum before collapsing backwards and half-crawling away from Rachel.



Then once Katie was finished Rachel moved forwards and off of my dick. She climbed up onto the bed settling to her knees on the mattress but with her ass sticking back at me. I stepped up behind her and once again slid my cock up her backdoor and now her hips were REALLY bouncing as we rutted at each other like animals. All her focus was solely on the pole splitting her wide open.



Fuck me Johnny! Fuck my ass! she howled in delight.



She slipped a hand lower to play with herself even as I wrapped my hands around to seize those heavy breasts swaying back and forth and then I used her tits as handholds to jerk Rachel s light body back against me with every driving plunge into her ass.



After Rachel s next climax I slowed down into a less coordinated but more powerful lunge slowly pulling back before forcing myself forwards in a long hard thrust my legs burning with the exertion.



Oh Rachel. Rachel! I m gonna cum! I moaned.



Yes! Cum in me. Cum in ME!



Only three more massive thrusts and then I felt my tightened balls suddenly go slack. White hot liquids rocketed up my shaft and splashed deep into Rachel s bowels pumping into her anal cavity.



Rachel stopped rocking when she felt my explosion inside of her and just pressed her butt cheeks tightly against my hips as I twitched and fired shot after shot.



And then I was done and we collapsed onto the bed.



I was completely spent tired from both the mental confusion and the all out fucking. Katie leaned over me and kissed me a playful smile on her face. I gazed up in a daze at her. She looked over to Rachel who was breathing heavily but still seemed more alert than me. Let s get cleaned up.



Both women had to support me staggering towards the bathroom. They put me in the bathtub and held me upright in the shower spray. I began to drift towards unconsciousness as I felt the warm water drifting over me simply enjoying the feeling of two beautiful naked women stroking and caressing my body.



When I was clean they helped me out and set me onto Rachel s bed and then left me as the blackness of sleep clouded over my vision. The last thing I remembered hearing was the sound of the shower being turned back on and the musical lilt of two girls laughing.



***



I woke up for only a few moments still half in the dream world. Rachel lay next to me her naked bosom heaving as her fingers trailed over and across her big round breasts. I then saw the strawberry blonde of Katie s head actively moving between Rachel s legs while Rachel mumbled instructions to her.



And then sleep returned to claim me.



***



When morning came I was lying back against the pillows a warm naked body in my arms. The sunlight streamed through the window. And I saw that Katie was awake and sitting on the plush armchair in the corner. Her gaze turned away from the window and a small smile crept to her lips as her eyes reflecting the Sun locked onto mine.



I glanced down. Rachel s head was pillowed against my chest. She slept peacefully with a content expression on her face. I just held onto her even tighter and she let out a happy sigh.



Two weeks later Katie and I had a simple ceremony with just a few friends around to join us. We went away on our honeymoon to the sandy beaches and warmer weather and made love many (many) times every day.



During the vacation Katie also found that anal sex could be quite an exciting experience. It wasn t something she wanted to do every day. But I would be happy to help her explore that experience whenever she did feel in the mood.



On the last day of our honeymoon Katie promised me that Rachel would have a special wedding present for us when we got back. And that we would be spending the whole day fully unwrapping and enjoying that present.



***



Eventually our world fell into rhythm. We eased into new patterns our daily work alternating with brief moments shared together in finding happiness.



Rachel had found a new energy a new appreciation of her life and really sank her teeth into running the farm. The mourning was over. She had her life to lead. With Katie s permission she just needed to use me every now and again. I didn t mind much.



Lin was growing up fast faster than I remembered myself growing up. She was a full-time high school student one of the smartest in her class. She was dreaming about going to college and at the same time discovering boys.



Lin would visit our place often just to hang out with Katie while Rachel was busy running her farm. But Lin liked to spend time talking to me whenever she had the chance. I thought that maybe the color of our skin had something to do with it.



Rachel often teased me about Lin. When Rachel was sixteen she had developed a crush on the cute farmer next door and she warned me to be careful.



She ll be trying to seduce you in a few years Rachel told me.



But I really didn t think Lin had any sort of crush on me. Uncle Johnny was Lin s close confidant. I was her advisor not just another boy . She would hesitantly ask me questions about those mysterious males and I did my best to give her honest answers. She asked me about kissing and petting and sometimes going even further.



How do boys like to be touched down there?



Now Lin. Are you touching boys peckers?



No. But I still want to know. How do boys like their peckers to be touched?



Uh I don t think I can speak for all boys.



Well how do you like your pecker to be touched?



In a very clinical way I started to tell her. I surprised myself that during these discussions I never found myself getting overly aroused. At all times I was able to see Lin as Rachel s daughter a mere child. I went through a slightly awkward description of the male anatomy. But the longer we kept talking the more comfortable I got with the subject. I was in the middle of talking about that little spot under the mushroom head when Lin interrupted me.



Wait it d be easier if you just showed me.



I looked down into my lap where I was limp as a wet noodle. Can t Lin. Doesn t work unless it s hard.



She pouted a bit at this but accepted it. Tell me more.



Even though I was only six years older than her Lin had the male figure in her life she could look up to and trust absolutely. So when Lin had her first puppy- love boyfriend I was the first one to find out. I felt very proud of that fact.



When it came to discussions about sex Lin was in an ideal situation to honestly learn. The three adults in her life were all old enough to explain and protect. But we were all still young enough to remember the urges and desires of a teenager willing to give her honest answers without becoming judgmental.



By the time her Senior Prom rolled around Lin had grown up into a beautiful young woman in her own right. Katie and I were almost more excited than Lin was. Neither of us had gone to a fancy high school formal. In a way we were living vicariously through her. So the day of the Prom we drove down to the Taylor farm. I was pretty much useless but Katie immediately went upstairs with Rachel to help Lin get ready.



Lin s boyfriend arrived right on time and as expected Lin wasn t ready yet. She lived on a farm around two rough and ready outdoor-type women but Lin had turned out to be a girly-kind of girl.



I chatted with the boy who seemed oddly nervous. He was very careful when speaking with me the way a boy might be careful around his girlfriend s father. A half-hour later our awkward conversation mercifully ended when Rachel and Katie came scurrying down the stairs. Us boys stood at attention and the next vision took our breath away.



Lin s hair was perfectly done with little ringlets piled atop her head amidst a smattering of the ladies best jewelry. Dangling earrings a sparkling necklace and a simple tiara adorned Lin s already porcelain pretty face. The pink dress showed off her willowy figure with a tiny waist and the gentle swell of her budding breasts. She was a princess stepped right off the marble dance floor into our little farm town.



Lin s boyfriend tripped over himself trying to speak. Eventually he didn t say anything he just croaked out a funny noise to match his blown away expression. Lin took it for a nice compliment.



The Prom ended at midnight so Lin told us honestly that she wouldn t be home until about 2AM. No one bothered to ask what she would be doing for the extra two hours. We just wished them well and then the two kids were off to their big night.



Rachel Katie and I stood out on the porch until they were out of sight. My gaze followed the dust trail as the car drove away into the horizon. And then I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my chest from behind as a woman hugged herself closely to me.



Katie giggled and then turned me around before kissing me fully on the lips. My heart leaped a short hop as I reveled in feeling this close to my Katie my wife. Then she took me by the hand and started tugging me towards the front door. Rachel had already gone inside the house.



Come on Johnny Katie said. Rachel s been waiting for a night with Lin out of the house.



Katie led me to the stairs but when we got there I stooped down and grabbed her. Then lifting her up and flipping her over my shoulder I charged up the steps with Katie laughing all the way. Her shoes fell off and clattered onto the stair treads.



We burst into Rachel s room to find that she had already set the mood.



A few candles were lit around the room the drapes pulled tightly closed. Rachel herself wore sheer lingerie in red barely concealing her treasures but revealing enough to get a man s heart racing.



I strode forward and dropped Katie onto the bed next to Rachel who turned immediately and planted a kiss on Katie s lips even as she began to unbutton Katie s blouse.



I yanked Katie s skirt off of her. Then before Rachel had finished with Katie s blouse and while she was still distracted I suddenly tugged on Rachel s legs pulling her ass to the edge of the bed where I whipped her red panties off knelt at the bed and buried my face into her pussy.



Rachel let out a moan and lay her head back against the mattress to just enjoy my oral attentions on her. Ohh Johnny… she crooned.



Katie meanwhile finished unbuttoning her blouse leaving her in only bra and panties. She reached under to unclasp Rachel s bra then pulled the cups upwards to that the bra was still hanging around her neck but Rachel s heavy orbs were waving naked in the air. She knelt on the bed and with delicate fingers leaned down to caress and lick at Rachel s poking nipples.



Very quickly we brought Rachel to a moaning orgasm just a small starter climax. Then once Rachel s body stopped trembling Katie slipped out of her remaining clothes and straddled Rachel s head lowering her own steaming pussy to Rachel s face.



Mm… ooh right there. Yeah like that. Like that! Ooh… Katie moaned.



I stood up pausing a moment to enjoy watching Rachel give my wife a tongue thrashing. But after a minute the insistent twitching of my cock called my attention. I shed all of my clothes and finally all three of us were fully naked.

Johnny come here my wife beckoned to me. I circled around the bed and kneeling next to Katie I allowed her to lean over and suck my erect prick into her mouth.



For a few minutes I simply held her blonde head while she bobbed back and forth on my cock wet slurping noises mingling with her low moaning as she orally pleasured me.



Katie I love you I groaned as she smiled around the thick shaft stretching her lips.



She brought me close to climax just once and then let me go to focus on the brunette head still working away between her legs.



With my cock still jutting out and trembling with pent-up need I got off the bed and circled back to the other end of our threesome. I moved in between Rachel s legs up to the edge of the bed. And then holding her thighs in my hands I sank my erection deep into Rachel s wet tunnel.



The three of us rocked back and forth on the bed moaning and groaning and thrusting and twitching in our lovemaking. I had learned with much practice that Katie and Rachel were two very different lovers. The ways of pleasing one was not the same as the other. And so I carved and dug my shaft inside of Rachel in just the ways I knew she liked and I drilled her thoroughly until I got the satisfaction of my desired response as she was the first one climaxing again while I rode out the vibrations inside of her lovebox.



Katie came soon after dumping her orgasm all over Rachel s face crying out her climax and then falling off to lie panting on the bed next to her.



Once Katie moved I leaned over Rachel grabbing full handfuls of her big tits and with that firm grip started to really thrust vigorously into her willing body. Rachel was on birth control now she had resigned herself to not having a baby of her own after Bill had died. So when I felt the telltale rush in my loins and the pain of my balls contracting and notifying me of an impeding orgasm I clamped my hands onto her ass and crammed as much of my meat into her as I possibly could. Only once I was drilled in as deep as I could go I let go and felt the rush pour out of my body.



Rachel s eyes were sparkling as she felt the wet splash inside of her. I counted at least five massive blasts before I pulled out my cock still firing away.



I got up and scooted onto the bed. One shot arced through the air to hit Rachel s breasts and then I sank to my knees on either side of Rachel s chest laying my rod between the soft globes and squeezing them together as I rubbed out the rest of my climax.



Katie moved her tongue to Rachel s tits scooping great globs of my pearly white liquid and then pressing the droplets into Rachel s mouth.



Now that we had each gotten those first climaxes of pleasure out of the way our movements became slow casual and lackadaisical. We had all night to pleasure each other.



I rested and recovered. It would take me a few minutes to recharge as I wasn t as young as I used to be. I stayed put my pecker immensely enjoying being wrapped up in Rachel s breasts. But she had other ideas as she turned me onto my back and then hovered her head over my limp pecker. With a hand tickling my balls she slurped me into her mouth and began to massage me with her tongue and lips.



Rachel was on all fours as she sucked me and Katie slid herself down to the juncture between Rachel s legs flipping onto her back and sliding up until her head lay between Rachel s knees. All at once she buried two fingers into Rachel s sopping wetness and then in a sudden motion reached her hand around and sank her middle finger deep into Rachel s ass.



Rachel s body suddenly went tight and her liplock on my newly rising shaft was so tight she was almost biting me. And then she started whimpering around my cock filling her mouth as Katie s tongue joined the fray. She paused just long enough to let out a breathy moan Oh I missed you guys. And then she ducked her head once again to feed on me her hand starting to pump along my expanding length.



Katie now had one set of fingers plunging in and out of Rachel s pussy and the other set violating Rachel s ass and with her tongue wrapped around Rachel s clit she brought Rachel to a screaming orgasm and she moved to the side no longer able to keep blowing me.



This turned out to be fine as I had gotten back to full mast. Then Katie moved up to me straddling my hips. Her only words were a whispered my turn as she spread her pussy lips wide and then sank her body down until I was firmly embedded within her in a comfortable embrace.



I reached my hands up to squeeze and rub at Katie s orbs. Barely smaller than Rachel s they were still more firm and just as fascinating. I reveled in comparing the slight differences between such examples of female perfection.



Ride me cowgirl! I urged my wife. She responded with fierce bucking on top of me.



We rocked and rolled with each other in practiced ease driving each other to higher and higher plateaus of pleasure as we went. My hands kept moving back and forth between her hips to really grind her light body into my crotch and her tits bouncing in the air with our every plunge.



A few minutes later I had my hands on Katie s tight asscheeks as I jackhammered her along my shaft little squeals and grunts popping out from our lovemaking. Then I saw soft feminine hands snake out from behind Katie s bouncing body like two cobras moving in for the kill. And then Rachel s head appeared nipping at Katie s neck while her palms filled themselves with Katie s tit flesh moving in circles to tease the nipples. Then when Katie reached her own hands up trapping Rachel s hands against her breasts and throwing her head back to shriek in orgasm I found myself bellowing in return as Katie s inner muscles convulsed and drew my sperm out of me ending in a cascade of fluids as our orgasms raced out of our bodies to crash together in a riot of ecstasy.



After another minute our herky jerky bodies chugged to a stop. Katie glided off of me and sat down next to me and then Rachel was pressing her tongue between Katie s nether lips to suckle our combined juices out of her.



I had a good life.



***



We all took a short nap just a few hours. But then Rachel woke me up at 12:30 in the morning. We only had about an hour and a half before Lin s scheduled return home (perhaps an hour to be on the safe side) and she needed to feel me at least one more time. Katie was still fast asleep next to us. She d been feeling tired recently and we thought it better to let her get more rest.



My mind was still half in the haze of unconsciousness when Rachel got me up. My pecker was already erect from some very pleasant dreams and Rachel s hand in my shorts made sure that it would not be going away. She leaned in and kissed me. I did my best to kiss her back but I could feel the heavy draggy weight of sleep tugging me away. She glanced around for a moment and then turned on the lamp on the bedside table casting the room in a dim light just enough to let us see around the room.



Spotting her target Rachel began to pull me off the bed. I guess she didn t want to wake Katie. Groggily I let Rachel lead me over to the big armchair in the corner. She sat me down and then tugged my shorts off of me. Her nightgown fell into a puddle on the floor. I blinked and when my eyelids opened again I was balls deep inside Rachel s already spasming pussy. She was so worked up that she had a little climax as soon as I penetrated her.



My mind woke up just enough to fully realize what was going on and I resigned myself to instinct as I began to pump with Rachel s rhythmic lifting and lowering herself in my lap. She crushed my head to her chest and I rubbed my cheeks against her soft breasts as if they were the most comfortable pillows imaginable.



Fuuuck Johnny… she groaned.



Rachel was moaning loudly as she fucked her body onto my stiff pole. I wasn t conscious enough to really participate beyond being a willing cock and some light thrusting but then my mind really woke up when something caught my attention in the corner of my eye.



Only a few feet away from me the bedroom door to my left had been creaked open and the light from the bedside table spilled through the opening to cast a sliver of light through into the hallway. And in the hallway that ray of light illuminated a wide-eyed face and she was wearing a pink prom dress. She was close enough that I could hear the swish of her dress fabric as she moved.



Rachel let loose a particularly loud groan of pleasure as my shaft carved into a particularly nice corner of her box and Lin s eyes went even wider. But then she noticed my stare and Lin fled away from the doorway.



I turned my head about to say something to Rachel. But then her tits crushed into my face she was guiding a swollen nipple into my open mouth with one of her hands. I suckled obediently my brain only able to lock onto one thing at a time. A moment later I forgot about Lin as I felt the stirring in my cock from Rachel s energetic humping.



I sensed that she was getting close and with my hands on her asscheeks I started ramming her body down onto me. And at the final brink of ecstasy I jammed a finger into her asshole and Rachel screamed loud enough to wake up everyone within ten miles.



I felt the adrenaline pumping into my heart awakening my hard but half asleep pecker into full sensory awareness. I saw to my right that Katie really did wake up from that scream and then she just smiled at us before lowering her head and going back to sleep.



I weathered the earthquake in Rachel s pussy and then when she climbed out of my lap I felt a wrenching loss. But she immediately turned around facing away from me spread her ass cheeks wide and started squatting down aiming my joystick at the little star of her asshole. I got my own shaft into a good grip still coated with nectar and when the purple head was in the right position reached up and pulled her hips down onto me savoring every moment of spearing up Rachel s heavenly backside.



Rachel gritted her teeth and little tears streaked her face at the pleasure-filled pain as I violated her and then as my brain started firing on all cylinders I groaned and began to really fuck Rachel up the ass.



I was really starting to get into a groove my hand reaching around and playing with Rachel s clit while my other hand reached up and squeezed on a full breast when a sight in the corner of my eye almost caused me to lose my erection.



Lin was back for how long I didn t know. But she had changed into a nightshirt and shorts and she was leaning against the doorjamb watching me fucking her adoptive mother up the ass. For a moment I was about to stop but then my eyes trailed lower and I saw that one of Lin s hands was in her shorts rummaging around down there. Her eyes were glazed over and I could see that she was panting slightly from arousal.



For the next five minutes I didn t take my eyes of Lin. She obviously wore no bra and her hard nipples were making sizeable dents in the baby-t nightshirt. For some reason I kept focused on the hand in her shorts imagining what was going on in there and waiting for Lin s orgasm.



Rachel couldn t see the doorway unless she turned almost completely around and with my hands on Rachel s tits I started to slam her body downwards with all my strength on every… single… thrust.



Fuck me! Harder! Rip me open and fuck my ass!



I opened Rachel up so fully that her asshole was stretched wide and no longer clenching my rod. She was gliding smoothly up and down my shaft in a tight but slippery ring and finally she came so hard that she let out another mind blowing shriek then half collapsed back against me as all of her energy started to flee from her body.



In the midst of Rachel s raucous climax I kept my eyes on Lin. And when she realized that Rachel was cumming her eyes clamped shut and the hand down her shorts really started to go nuts. And then Lin gasped as she gave over to sensory overload panting and audibly whimpering despite her best efforts to stay quiet.



That was what I was really waiting for holding myself back for and once Lin came I closed my eyes and let go of the tension in my balls. Rachel wasn t finished with her climax yet either when I started pumping gallons of my jizz up into her chute. With my hands on Rachel s tits and my eyes on Lin s quivering form I just kept blasting and blasting and blasting away. Rachel was shuddering in my arms until maybe 10 shots of semen into her later she just crumpled into my lap my cock still embedded in her ass.



I opened my eyes again and Lin was gone from the doorway. We lay there for a few minutes and then Rachel got enough energy to glance at the clock. Just in time. Let s go clean up quickly and get back into bed.



I didn t know how to tell Rachel that Lin was already home. We showered quickly cleaning each other up more for cleanliness than horniness. Beside my cock was spent and wasn t coming back up for hours at least.



Once clean I spooned in behind Katie and then felt the warmth of Rachel spooned in against my back. Happy visions accompanied me back into the world of dreaming.



***



It wasn t until days afterwards that I got the chance to speak with Lin in private. It was late in the afternoon when Katie and Rachel had gone into town to shop for supplies and Lin had come over to my place to hunt me down. When I saw her I pulled a couple of beers out from the fridge. I was going to need one for this kind of conversation.



When she came into the house I was sitting on the sofa. She was in a light summer dress fitting for the spring weather. She came and sat right next to me. Can I have one of those? she asked pointing at the beer.



I had let her drink a few on occasion and I slid one over to her now. Rules were different when you re on a farm. You were old enough when you were old enough to handle it. Kind of like this conversation about sex was going to be.



She popped the top and took a healthy swig. How long have you been sleeping with my mom?



Direct and honest the way our discussions had always been. But I had a feeling this one was going to be rather different. A little over a year.



Does Katie know?



Of course.



Do you love my mom?



I hesitated at that. It was a loaded question. But before I could respond Lin was already adding another question.



Aren t you only supposed to have sex if you love that person?



Well yes.



So you love my mom.



I turned it over in my head. All the little memories of my time with Rachel came into my head and they weren t all about sex. More than I knew I FELT the answer in the bottom of my heart. Yes. I love her.



How does that work? You can t love two people the same way at the same time can you?



No I don t think you can not the same way at least. But that doesn t mean I don t love her. I love Katie as my wife. She s my soulmate. She s my partner. But I love your mom too. She s this very important thing in my life. I would be heartbroken if she were ever to leave. And what we do together brings pleasure and happiness to the both of us. She s more than just a friend or just a neighbor. She s… she s Rachel.



Lin smiled a little timidly at me. And what about me? Do you love me?



Of course I do kiddo. You re just as much a part of my life as your mom. You re my little Lin.



Hey! she rolled her eyes. Not so little anymore.



Well… For a brief moment I let my eyes rove over her developing body and the memory of her masturbating in the doorway flashed into my mind. Maybe not so little I conceded.



Hmph. She folded her arms satisfied for the moment. She took a careful sip from her beer wincing at the taste. She still didn t like the flavor but she put up with it in an effort to feel more adult. And then her shoulders went straight and she fixed me with a quizzical expression. That second time when I came back. Were you really sticking it in her ass?



I nearly choked on my beer. I raised my eyebrows cautiously. Well yes.



Does she like that?



Yes.



Lin paused to mull that for a while. It was an odd conversation to have with a High School senior. And I wanted to change the subject. I took a swig from my beer before saying Okay now my turn. You came home early.



Is that a crime?



No I m just curious what happened. Thought you were staying out later.



You mean you and my mom thought you had more time to sneak around behind my back.



Well… yeah. So what happened?



He wanted to get into my pants. I didn t want to yet. So I asked him to take me home.



You weren t expecting him to want to?



She gave me one of those teenage duh expressions. Well of course I knew he d want to. But we d never gone all the way before. Usually he d be satisfied with a handjob. If not that then a blowjob. Last night even that wasn t enough for him.



I choked on my beer at this point. Lin had talked about maybe blowing a boy before but she d never mentioned actually doing it. You gave him a blowjob last night?



Yes. She turned and looked directly at me. And she rubbed her lips together as she said this. Involuntarily I felt myself getting a little flush thinking about it.



She noticed and then kept on talking. After we left the Prom we went out to the cliffs. You know that spot with the view where all the kids go to park and make out. Soon as we got there he got my top off and started sucking on my boobs. I was rubbing his dick through his pants and then he was begging me to suck it. I figured it was prom night so I opened his fly and starting sucking away. I loved hearing him moan and groan. It makes me feel sexy.



I half groaned when she said this and Lin smiled when she heard me. She kept going. I was stroking him in my hands as I played with his cock in my mouth. He really likes it when I wrap my tongue around that little mushroom cap. And then all of a sudden he was cumming and I was swallowing it as fast as I could. I didn t want to get any on my prom dress. But he was cumming so much and so fast that some of it dribbled out of my mouth and fell onto his shorts.



I had quite an obvious tent in my own shorts now. I tried to think of her as Rachel s daughter a little child. It wouldn t be right to think of Lin as a sexual creature. But she was a beer-drinking blowjob-giving hot little Chinese young woman and she was messing with my head.



But that wasn t enough last night. He kept pushing me to have sex. We got into a fight about it and I told him to take me home. I was just coming up the stairs when I heard my mom moaning like she was in pain or something. And then I saw you two. You know the rest.



I didn t say anything for a few minutes. The more I tried to get the picture of Lin sucking off her boyfriend out of my head the more it stayed stuck in my head. Finally I asked So you decide which school you re going to go to?



Lin had aced her exams and gotten accepted everywhere she applied. But money was the biggest problem with most and she d narrowed things down to the big university an hour away or the bigger university far away but that was giving her a full scholarship.



I m leaving town. I want to stay close to here but we just can t do the money thing. My mom has already done so much I don t know anyone else around here who would ve taken in a girl like me. I can t ask her for that kind of money to go to school here.



We ll miss you.



I know. I ll still come home for Christmas and everything. Hey maybe by the time I come back you ll have some little rugrats for me to play with! I kinda like the sound of Auntie Lin . She had a sweet smile and just like that I was able to snap my head around and think of her like Rachel s little girl. I felt my erection start to fade immediately.

Maybe maybe not. It s been years and Katie hasn t gotten pregnant yet. I was wistful and staring out at the setting sun.



What do you mean? Have you been trying to have kids for a long while? You never mentioned anything to me. Lin looked annoyed at me. Teenagers…



No it s not that. We ve never used any protection. Never. Didn t know about it when we were younger. We didn t have anyone around to teach us about sex. Never started to use it once we found out it existed. And in all those years Katie s never gotten knocked up.



Don t you worry about that? You ever think that there might be something wrong?



Sometimes. But then I ve heard of lots of couples who have a hard time getting pregnant. A lot of them go out and adopt get kids like you. We keep meaning to go to a doctor and get her looked at. But we re so busy on the farm. And Katie s been really tired lately. She hasn t had much energy. So I figured wait until she s feeling better and then we ll go get checked out.



We had another of those long pauses the both of us just watching the sun creep towards the horizon. Then Lin got fidgety and we returned to her favorite subject.



So you re just cumming into Katie without anything? No condoms?



Nope.



What s that like? What does Katie say about that? Can she feel it? The only girls at school who ll talk to me about sex insist on condoms. They don t wanna get knocked up.



Of course she can feel it. It s still a squirting hose.



And that ass thing. Does my mom really like that? It sounds painful but kind of interesting. I mean you can t get pregnant from your ass right?



I just shook my head downing the last of my beer. My mind started calculating how long it would take to get a fresh one out of the fridge. This was going to be a long long conversation.



***



Katie and Rachel came home a lot later than we were expecting. They had said they were just going supply shopping but they were already hours overdue. And we had no way of contacting them.



Lin was just starting to panic when my truck came bounding up the road. I immediately knew something was wrong when I saw that Rachel was driving it instead of Katie.



I ran out and Katie was looking paler than I ever remembered. I helped her out of the truck and then carried her into the house gently laying her on the bed.



Rachel and Lin were right behind. Katie just fell asleep as soon as I put her down and tucked her in. She was still so beautiful and peaceful in her sleep. Momentarily a vision of the little strawberry-blonde girl I grew up with sprang to mind. My heart was racing with concern for my wife.



Rachel what the hell is wrong? I demanded.



She just looked at me tears of a different sort than I was used to dribbling from the corner of her eyes. I took her to a doctor. Katie told me about your problems getting pregnant. Said she always knew there was something wrong with her. But then she said she knew you would worry and she didn t want you to know she was going to get herself checked out. So she made me promise I d sneak her away just to find out.



And? Fear gnawed at my heart.



Katie can t have children Johnny. She s got some bad disease.



A deep sorrow filled me just then but I fought it back because there was something more pressing in my mind. But she ll be okay right? They can fix her right?



Rachel just started crying and didn t answer. I grabbed her shoulders panic fully setting in. Rachel tell me she ll be all right!



Katie s dying!



***



The Rhythms of Life keep moving on: Tragedy happiness sadness love. One day I m crying. The next I m laughing at one of Katie s little jokes. Life goes on.



Except if I lost Katie I didn t know how my life could continue on. I didn t want to go on without her. I didn t want to be completely on my own.



***



CHAPTER 3



***



Katie was very sick. The doctors had some complicated medical term for what disease she had but I didn t understand it. All I knew was that the disease was the reason she couldn t have children. And the disease was slowly killing her.



On the bright side there were ways of fighting it. Medicine existed that could possibly cure her but there were no guarantees. And the medicine and treatments weren t cheap either.



We were farmers. We didn t have things like 401K s and comprehensive medical coverage. The hospital was willing to pick up a good chunk of the cost. We applied for every government aid we could find. We tried to make things work out at least for a few months. Rachel pitched in wherever she could and even Lin volunteered her last summer before college to help us out. But after the harvest when the bills were starting to pile up I knew the seriousness of the situation.



I had to sell the farm.



The farm was the only real asset we had. The only thing of any value. It was completely paid for and the money would be enough to cover all of Katie s medical bills.



Rachel was right next to me when Katie and I made our decision. And within three seconds she offered to take us in rent-free. I hugged her a big thank you.



The new owners would be good people. But they were an older country folk. I could tell from the beginning that they d be good farmers and decent neighbors but we weren t about to develop the kind of bond Katie and I had shared with Rachel. It broke my heart to move our things out of our old barn loft.



But it broke my heart even more to see Katie in the condition she was in. In the past few months mercifully she had gotten no worse. She was always tired but she was able to move around do some basic chores around the house and make herself useful. Katie refused to give in and just play the dying person. She was a fighter. And she was all the more beautiful because of it.



It was time for the Fall Harvest and I took over running Rachel s farm. She said more than once that she was getting a bargain in taking us in getting far more than she was giving up. Rachel put us up in the unused bedroom on the main floor. It was easier for Katie not having to go up and down the stairs.



Despite her illness Katie and I made love as often as we could. It wasn t as much as we d used to otherwise she d get too tired. But she got in the habit of saying Johnny I may be sick but you re still my husband! Now get over here and fuck me! I loved the fire in her sky blue eyes when she said that.



Katie also insisted that we continue our more-than-friends relationship with Rachel. She reasoned that Rachel still needed a man in her life and it did make all three of us happier. No matter how often I practiced Rachel was still better at munching Katie than I was. Besides in a way it made Katie feel better about her situation that Rachel could still fuck me with an energy she couldn t match. She wanted to know her man was satisfied.



The rhythms of our life kept us going. Wake up do your job go to sleep. Plant tend harvest sell. Smile for Katie. She was depending on me to keep us together to keep us afloat.



I took her into town twice a week for her treatments. But for those first few months she wasn t getting any better. The doctor told me there was a bright spot in that. The ones that died usually got really really sick in the first six months. If she made to the New Year she would probably be alright.



***



I sat back naked on the bed my legs spread wide. I had a tight pussy wrapped around my erection and I looked down to see my cock be slowly revealed and then disappear behind a tight ass. I had a pair of firm round orbs in my hands as Katie s light body glided up and down along my pole. Her ribs were stretching a bit at her skin shallow bumps easily visible to the naked eye. But the lost weight had done nothing to Katie s tits which were just as big as I d always remembered them.



I grunted then leaned up and tickled the underside of Katie s breasts. Mmm you should ve gone on this diet a long time ago I joked.



Katie didn t respond except to whimper. She pressed the brunette head in her crotch a little tighter and Rachel slid her tongue off of my cock and returned it into the folds around Katie s clit.



Slowly the three of us kept pulsing together the three of us making love together while most of the focus was on Katie. Already she d had two orgasms and Rachel and I weren t going to stop until Katie literally passed out from pleasure.



No more… my beautiful blonde wife pleaded. But we didn t believe her and we didn t let up on her. Katie s body was tensed so tightly and she quivered wonderfully. Even the doctors had said that more sex would be good for her. In the long run it would lift her spirits at the very least.



We kept grinding slowly and I had just enough stimulation from the tight tunnel and Rachel tonguing my balls but I refused to let myself come yet. Rachel fingered herself to one orgasm inside of her skirt but then was able to re-focus her attention on Katie.



With a thick cock filling her up a tongue wrapped around her clit and four hands caressing and squeezing every square inch of her body Katie finally came to a third orgasm.



As her whole body shuddered the feeling spread like a tidal wave a quaking trembler that carried up until her eyes just rolled back and she faded into unconsciousness her ravaged body giving out for just the moment.



I lifted her gently off me laying her down next to me and tucking her in. Happy birthday. We ll get the cake out later.



Katie just mumbled happily and then sank deeper into her trance.



I turned back and without a word Rachel closed her lips around my erection now throbbing painfully from such a long stimulus without being allowed to cum. Quickly methodically she squeezed and sucked powerfully drawing my sperm out of me until with great relief my balls loosed and I was spurting my load down Rachel s throat.



She drank and drank and drank swallowing every drop. And when I finished she merely licked her lips then stood up and kissed me gently. She was still fully dressed. There was no need for a sex session of our own. This night was about Katie.



We headed out and began to prep for the party. Katie would be up in a couple of hours.



***



Lin came home as often as she could during that first year. She was back for Thanksgiving Christmas Easter. She was respectful of us doing everything she could to help out with an array of chores.



When she came home for the first time Thanksgiving she pointed to the beer in my hand and asked Can I have one of those?



Wordlessly I tossed her a cold one and watched surprised as she popped the top and proceeded to chug the entire bottle. No more sipping while fighting away the bad taste. I wondered just what Lin was going to college for.



We had our usual talks to catch up and fill each other in on our lives. She had met the usual crew of boys at school. Some were nice. Most wanted to get into her pants. I couldn t really blame them. Lin was growing up into a very pretty young lady and her exotic looks stood out from the crowd like a brilliant flame. Despite my big brother attitude towards her I still recognized beauty when I saw it.



I was very pleased to learn that she was still a virgin. I reminded her to save herself until she was sure about the man she was giving herself to. He didn t necessarily have to be the one or anything but Lin remembered our talks about having some love there and being certain that he really cared about her.



She said that the most unusual thing about college was meeting a lot more Asian people than she was used to seeing. It felt odd learning things about the Chinese culture she d never known before.



But as much as I enjoyed finding out all the little details of Lin s life I appreciated her even more as an extra pair of eyes to watch over Katie.



Katie noticed too.



Lin was home for the Christmas break and had automatically restarted her shadowing of my wife during each day. Rachel and I had just seated ourselves at the dinner table after some very productive work. Katie and Lin brought over the meal plates as usual but Katie planted my plate in front of me with a loud *thunk*.



Johnny please tell Lin that she doesn t have to follow me EVERYWHERE.



I glanced over where Lin was staring straight down at the table as she finished laying out the additional place settings. Her eyes were downcast as she pretended not to hear Katie s complaint while she went about her duties. Then I turned back to see a maelstrom of a storm in my wife s blue eyes.



Katie she s just doing exactly what I asked her to do.



Then ask her to stop! She still looked so beautiful when she was angry. I am FINE. Quit your worrying.



I will worry. I promised I WOULD worry. I m pretty sure that was in our wedding vows. Now I m your husband and I love you and that s that.



It was my secret weapon. Every time I told Katie that I loved her she couldn t possibly continue fighting with me. I saw the tug of a smile at the corners of her lips but she smothered it with a forced frown and then went back to setting up dinner.



Still my wife had her obstinate farmgirl streak going. She d always known herself to be a capable woman beautiful and soft one moment and then rough and tumble the next as need be. She stubbornly insisted that she was fine and always stretched herself a little too far in trying to live a normal life. With Lin shadowing her I felt much more comfortable knowing that Katie always had someone nearby just in case.



It was a good thing too. Two days later Katie collapsed in the kitchen and five seconds after that Lin had sounded the alarm and everyone came running.



I held Katie s crumpled body in my arms the whole way to the hospital. Her normally brilliant blue eyes were a stormy navy color and unfocused her breathing was shallow.



Bad things always happened to us in the wintertime. And Katie hadn t made it to the doctor s invisible New Year s goal. The whole ride there I pleaded Don t leave me…



***



Katie didn t leave me that night. But when we brought her home the next day she didn t even have the energy to stand. I carried her to our bedroom on the first floor. She was asleep even before her head hit the pillow.



All I could do was kiss her cheek and then walk away. Staying there staring at my wife would drive me insane. I would be back after a short walk.



Fortunately the winter was an off-season. Farm life is cyclical. You have busy times and then you have down times. And in this down time I devoted everything I had to taking care of my wife.



I was able to focus myself on taking care of Katie. It was heartbreaking to see the vibrant young woman of my memories reduced to the point where she couldn t take care of herself. She was on intense painkillers and spent the vast majority of each day lying still and sweating. She needed my help just to get changed or go to the bathroom. I honestly didn t mind. She was still the most important thing I had in the world.



At first I felt guilty about shirking my farm duties. But when I tried to go out Rachel turned me around and sent me marching back into the room. Johnny I know how to run a farm.



And then when I awoke in the middle of the night absent-mindedly grinding my erection into Katie s backside she stirred and then ordered me to Rachel s bedroom pleading exhaustion.



I refused to leave and cuddled up to my wife promising myself that I would restrain myself until Katie got better. It wasn t Katie s fault that the disease robbed her of so much energy. But it happened a few nights in a row my subconscious mind dreaming about sex constantly and my erection solely focused on locating a willing pussy. Katie half-awake herself would repeatedly insist I take my hormonally-infused dick upstairs.



The first time I finally accepted Katie s order and went to Rachel s bed for a brief moment I was actually nervous. True I d had sex with Rachel many times but those had ALWAYS been with Katie present and participating. It s not like I felt I was cheating on Katie or anything far from it. It just felt a little weird. We d just never done it alone before.



Rachel was more than willing welcoming me into her arms in the dead of night. The next twenty minutes felt surreal. We fumbled in the darkness just a touch of illumination from the moonlight enough to let me see Rachel s sparkling green eyes. Our bodies moved together for the first time without the presence of Katie nearby and something in the back of my mind warned that there was something… wrong… in that.



But as my cock slid in and out of Rachel s heavenly pussy the pleasure was smothering that wrong idea until I didn t notice it anymore. The fact was after I got some orgasmic relief everyone in the house slept better.



So the next night we did it again.



And then the next night.



I felt extreme guilt especially since Katie soon lacked the energy for sex during the daytime as well which left me making love ONLY to Rachel and never my wife. The guilt tore at me but every night Katie always mustered enough energy to command Go get laid. And stop moping around.



So I worked my fingers to the bone doing farm work. I even started staying out later than usual to keep my mind occupied. And I alternated between making love to Rachel while half-picturing Katie on occasion and fucking Rachel within an inch of her life while trying in vain to unleash my frustration.



When Lin came home for the Easter break I really didn t see much of her. Actually I didn t see much of anyone else either. I was ragged from stress and wasn t eating much. Rachel started to tease me that she d thought Katie was the sick one but I was losing more weight.



Some nights I d drag myself out of our bedroom and collapse exhausted onto the couch. Rachel would come and put my head into her lap speaking softly to me until I fell asleep.



It was one night Katie fast asleep when I found myself burnt out lying back on the sofa my head in Rachel s lap as she slowly stroked my head. The image of Katie lying perfectly still like in death with only a hint of color still in her pale cheeks refused to exit my mind. That image was driving me insane. Only the gentle rhythm of Rachel s palm against my scalp kept my demons at bay.



I love you Johnny.



The warmth in her voice surrounded me like a cozy blanket. And the words seemed to melt a lot of the tension in my muscles. I didn t say anything in return just turned my head and looked up into her face.



It was the first time Rachel had verbalized those words to me but it wasn t the first time I felt that sentiment from her. Her brilliant green irises glittered as she looked down at me. After Bill died I thought that part of my heart went away and would never come back. She paused and then looked away. I could see the mist forming in her eyes. But you re a good man. You ve taken care of me and you ve been a great friend to Lin.



I thought about that for a long while. Neither of us spoke I just tried to collect my thoughts. I had been so exhausted worrying after Katie I wasn t sure I could handle this much emotion. Well I think you ve been taking care of me and Katie not the other way around.



Her palm just kept stroking against my head. Think nothing of it Johnny. I may give you a roof but you and Katie give me so much more. You two are my partners in life. I can t imagine life on this farm without you and Katie here. I love you both.



It didn t even take a moment for me to find the same warmth in my own heart. I love you too Rachel. I caught the smile tugging at her lips as I said this. I don t know what we would have done if you hadn t taken us in. And I don t know how we could have survived without your care. I feel like we ve been nothing but a burden but you welcomed us in as if we were family.

We are family Johnny.



I found myself getting misty eyed right then. I wasn t a crier. I hadn t cried once since I found out Katie was sick and hadn t cried for years before that. But now the emotions were boiling over me.



I had locked away the sheer terror of losing Katie. I was the man of the house and I d bottled up my emotions for so long. But now the part of me that was frightened was coming out. I hadn t faced it only tried to ignore it.



But now I let myself go.



And so the night passed with Rachel holding my head in her embrace saying nothing. No words were needed. I could feel the warmth of her love surrounding me. I don t know if I would have been able to endure those many long months if it weren t for her.



***



Things changed in my life after that night. I was still worried about my wife but there was an extra spring in my step that had gone missing when Katie had taken ill. I had the energy of a normal day instead of the hollow weighted-down feeling I d endured for many months. I d accepted our lives.



Rachel smiled at me as I came into the kitchen and I felt my heart lifting up. Automatically I took her into my arms dipped her as if in a ballroom dance pose and kissed her passionately.



When I finally stood her up she was breathless and glowing. Wow!



Good morning Rachel. And then I was off to the fields. Spring planting was almost done.



***



When I came back to the house I first washed my hands and then pecked Rachel on the lips. I headed to my bedroom to check on Katie. She was sleeping peacefully. I paused to wipe the sweat off her face with a clean washcloth and then kissed her forehead tenderly. And then I was back outside.



Rachel and I chatted for an hour after dinner recapping the day and various humorous events that had occurred with some of the staff. And after one more check on Katie we retired upstairs to her bedroom.



I was filled with my love for this woman and it showed in the way I embraced Rachel. This night I never envisioned I was making love to Katie. This night there were no frustrations to drive-out of me in a manic fuck. There was only me and Rachel a woman I loved dearly.



Fully clothed we found ourselves with limbs entwined and pressed together chest-to-chest. Rachel lay mostly beneath me my right leg hooked around hers. I reached up with my right hand to brush her bangs out of her eyes while her eyes remained fixed on mine.



How are you doing? she asked with sincere concern.



I m fine. It wasn t a lie. I really felt fine. I leaned down and pressed my lips to hers.



She welcomed my kiss and returned it full force. Our tongues sparred briefly before we found a comfortable arrangement and then there was nothing to stop us from devouring each other s face.



A few minutes went by and then I made the first move to undress us. My fingers went to the buttons of her blouse opening them slowly and one at a time. Her breathing was shallow her breasts rising and falling as I slowly peeled back the thin fabric and exposed the creamy flesh.



Rachel s moans were in my ear as my face ducked down rubbing my cheeks into her deep cleavage as my fingers pulled down on her bra cups. Her arms went around my neck as I lifted up her torso giving myself the space to take off her blouse and unsnap her bra. And then at last her upper body was bare beneath me.



My eyes went wide as I took in the beauty of her nakedness: perfect breasts delicate collarbone and neckline and gorgeous face worthy of a Greek statue.



Rachel took her turn to pull off my shirt. And then we were rolling back and forth on the bed together rotating who was on top so offending garments could be removed until we were at last fully nude.



I made a move lower but Rachel held my head up before she flipped us over and put me in a comfortable position on my back with my head on a pillow. And then with a wicked smile she crawled her way across the bed until she was kneeling over my cock.



I m going to suck you now Johnny. I m going to suck you until you cum in my mouth. Would you like that?



I could only nod vigorously.



Thought you would. Her green eyes flashed in the evening light before she looked downwards. And fisting my cock her mouth opened up and an surrounded me with warm paradise.



Ohh… Rachel… I groaned.



Her right hand wrapped around the shaft and began pumping me slowly but firmly. Her left hand went lower her fingertips a feather-light brush against my balls. And her mouth was a wonder of movement around my crown as she brought me to brink of orgasm faster than I would have thought possible.



Looking for a way to delay my climax I sat up and began jerking her hips around to me. Figuring out my motives Rachel let up her oral attack and moved with me until we were in a sixty-nine and I could feast on her juicing pussy.



For just a brief moment I thought back to all the times Katie and I were doing this exact same thing in our barn loft. And I promised myself Katie would be healthy enough very soon to do this again. Besides I very much wanted to see Katie doing this with Rachel again.



But in the meantime Rachel deep-throated me and began sucking powerfully and the pleasure called my attention to the task at hand.



I managed to eat her to one orgasm before the hot brunette s talented mouth brought me off. Her fingers squeezed at my balls while she fastened her lips around my shaft swallowing quickly while I pumped load after load of thick man- cream into her mouth.



Of course we weren t done yet.



Rachel turned about and cuddled into my arms kissing me gently. I d never minded the taste. One of her hands idly stroked my half-deflated pecker. We both knew it would come up on its own eventually. So for now we just enjoyed our kisses.



When my erection did come up I was spooned in behind her holding a heavy breast in one hand and stroking her leg with the other. I kept Rachel on her side while I shifted down so I was straddling one of her legs. I entered her from behind my cock burrowing down into her furthest depths while my body curled over her to cuddle closely once again. Only this time we were joined as one.



I was able to kiss her face kiss her spine and lean down to kiss her tits while we made love the position letting me get so deep inside her body while her pussy clamped down on me so tightly.



Fuck me Johnny! Fuck me! Oh heavens fuck me! she chanted endlessly.



I got a finger on her clit and after ten minutes Rachel had already lit off into three orgasms. And in the end Rachel kicked her leg over so we could press close together in a natural missionary position. And while gazing deeply into her vermillion eyes I felt my climax approaching.



Oh Rachel… I love you…



I love you too… And then she kissed me. Our mouths were open and our tongues were in each other s mouth when I exploded shooting ropes of cum out to splatter against her vaginal walls.



We fell asleep together wrapped up and cuddled for the entire night just the two of us.



The next day was pretty much the same.



And the next.



***



It was during a festival in town that the reality of my new existence first hit me. The Fourth of July fireworks were launching off in the evening sky and most people came into town from miles around to meet in the square and enjoy the festivities.



Rachel and I had ventured in to see the sights buy some candy and socialize with a few acquaintances. Lin was back for the summer and she was keeping an eye on Katie for me back home.



On more than one occasion throughout the night I d seen a younger boy staring at us in the corner of my eye. Now Rachel and I were at a street vendor picking up some useless trinkets and caught the same boy watching us again only half- hidden in the shadow of a storefront.



It wasn t the first time a young person had stared at me around town. For many children I was the first Asian person they d ever seen. But this boy looked to be at least a young teenager.



I led Rachel along the shops in his general direction and with a wide-eyed start the kid realized he had nowhere to hide without making an obvious dash away.



Hello there I offered keeping my voice warm and friendly. Many children relaxed when they found that I could speak perfect unaccented English. Have you never seen a Chinese man before?



Rachel smiled and held onto my arm snuggling herself tighter into my grasp in an affectionate cuddle. She was used to these encounters.



Uh no… I mean yes! Yes sir I have. I m very sorry. I know it s not polite to stare sir. But I wasn t staring at you. He looked downcast for a moment and then he moved his gaze over to Rachel bright wonder in his eyes. I couldn t help but admire how beautiful your wife is. She s the prettiest girl I ve ever seen.



Almost on instinct I was about to correct him and explain that Rachel was not my wife. But then in a way I felt like she was. And it was an easy mistake to make the way we were clutched together. Clearly I didn t know what to say.



Rachel swooped in and answered Why thank you. That s the nicest compliment I have had in a good long while. She turned to me and punched me gently in the arm. A little TOO long to go without a nice compliment.



I spent most of the drive home thinking about what the boy said and about the perception of people outside our home. Rachel and I were family now I d accepted that. But where Katie was still my wife legally Rachel had been my wife in action for a long time now. She was the one who I shared my day with. She was the one asking me how I felt or just spending hours talking with me about nothing.



Already people had started their whispers behind my back when I d begun appearing in public with Rachel by my side. Everyone we knew and most people in the town knew I was married to Katie but that we stayed on Rachel s farm. But for a long time Rachel and I had not been shy about public affection. While it made for juicy gossip the townsfolk had come to accept that we were together.



And importantly for six months now Rachel had been the only one sharing my bed. Katie had simply lacked the energy. No matter what my intentions had been Rachel had become like a true wife to me already.



It was strange to think about. Rachel me Katie and Lin. We were all just ten years apart and not blood-related in the slightest. We were more than just neighbors or friends. I knew I loved Rachel. I imagined I loved Rachel more than a lot of married couples loved each other. Our circumstances were just different from a normal couple that s all.



***



By the time the fall harvest came around Katie hadn t gotten any better in the entire year. And she was seriously considering her impending death. Some days her body would hurt so much both from the disease and the harsh medications Katie told me she wished she could die just to make the pain go away.



One night she kissed me as if for the last time on this world. Rachel would make you a good wife you know. And when I m gone you should marry her.



It was a thought I didn t want to consider. Not that I had a problem with being married to Rachel. But that it would mean Katie was no longer with us. And I knew that half of my heart would fade along with her.



Come on Johnny. You re already her husband as much as Bill ever was. Some government piece of paper won t make a difference.



Katie may have been right but I couldn t accept it at the time. Only one real love in my life might be simpler but it was an idea I was dead set against. All I said was I know Rachel is here supporting BOTH of us. But that s no excuse for you to give up. I still need you in my life.



***



When the next winter came a bad feeling was gnawing at my gut. Bad things really always happened to us when winter came. The Masters Bill Taylor Katie s relapse and other assorted events had befallen us when the weather turned cold. I could only pray that the rhythms of our life would keep rolling. That tragedy and sickness would come but I could not last forever. That hope and health had to be right around the corner. That I was worried over nothing.



But I was wrong.



Two weeks later Katie lapsed into a coma. The doctors weren t sure if she would ever wake up. They moved her to the hospital where various machines would monitor her full time.



The good news was that it was a shallow coma her body still getting lots of nutrients and inner activity so if she ever woke up there was a good chance she could wake up and become as good as new. And we d had the time to whisper our undying love for each other before her eyes closed.



But then two weeks after that the doctors told us we d better prepare our final goodbyes.



***



I sat on the porch of our house numb to the world. The night air was bitter cold but I didn t feel it. The moon shone brightly through a haze of clouds but I didn t see it. I wasn t thinking. I wasn t feeling. I simply sat there.



They would turn off Katie s respirator at 8am tomorrow. Katie had made me promise we wouldn t keep her hooked up to a machine forever. If it was her time to go then it was her time. She had been there for me when I was just a boy on my own. And then we d grown up together. But perhaps now my time with her was at an end.



Rachel came out with a warm blanket and a hot cup of coffee. I barely sensed her presence as she wrapped the blanket around me and set the coffee down on the table next to me.



After what seemed like hours the coffee was cold and untouched and I was still staring off at nothing.



But then suddenly there was a warm body sitting in my lap. The abrupt weight and the unbelievable heat around me shocked me back into reality for a moment. I had become so cold that simple body heat felt like it was burning my skin.



Johnny? Rachel asked. She was wrapped up in her own blanket her eyes red from her own crying.



I m here I answered.



Sorry for intruding but I just couldn t be alone inside anymore. Lin already went to bed.



Inwardly I groaned. I wanted my mourning but at the same time I d neglected to consider how hard this was on Rachel as well. I had always been on the receiving end of her comfort. She was always consoling me over Katie s gradual decline. And yet the situation was tearing her apart and she had no one else to console her.



I wrapped her up in my arms as Rachel turned to straddle my legs facing me. I felt at least some peace come over me as she leaned forward and let her forehead come to rest against mine. We just held each other for a few minutes breathing slowly.



She was your best friend I mumbled. I m sorry for being selfish and worrying only about myself. I know you ll miss her too.



Immediately she answered You don t ever have to say you re sorry. I know what it s like to lose a spouse. You have every right to be a little selfish.



Then she turned my head and held it to her chest where I could hear her heart beating strongly. I thought I was all on my own. But you and Katie were there for me. The least I can do is return the favor.



Thank you I sighed and let some of the tension run out of me. As much as I hated it I d known the end was coming for Katie and me and a part of me had accepted it. I was so very thankful to Rachel for supporting me… truly loving me and I loving her…



So I said it… I love you Rachel.



She picked her head up and we looked into each other s eyes. I know. I love you too. It was a familiar phrase between us already.



But that wasn t good enough for me. The tone in her voice had been a love of family of reliability and support and concern. I wanted her to realize what she meant to me and I wished there was some higher word I could use to make her understand. No Rachel. I LOVE you. I love you as a partner in my life. I love you as my wife in spirit even if not in legal name… well yet.



Yet?



I want to marry you Rachel.



Her breath was suddenly gone and Rachel clutched herself to me in mild shock.



I just held her and continued. I know the timing might be weird. But I talked this over with Katie a long time ago. You re already my wife. I m already your husband. The love I feel for you deserves nothing less than that title.



Rachel just seized my head in her hands and planted a fat kiss on my cold lips. The heat of her passion soon warmed me and the touch of her tongue re-ignited the roar of my heart. And when she finally pulled away her emerald eyes flared before suddenly tightening in a wince.



I want to feel happy Rachel moaned. But I m guilty at the same time. We wouldn t be having this conversation if Katie wasn t sick.



We could agonize over the ifs for eternity. But what s real is how we feel about each other. Maybe we won t get married right away. Maybe it will take some time before I m emotionally ready for a ceremony like that. But I wanted to let you know my intentions. I love you Rachel. And when the time is right will you marry me?



Tears burst forth as if the fragile dam holding her emotions back simply disintegrated all at once. And then Rachel was kissing me as if she d never kissed me before. She broke away just long enough to whisper an ecstatic Yes! and then went right back to kissing me.



The cold biting air of winter seemed to evaporate leaving nothing but the warmth of our love cocooning around our bodies. Our lips stayed pressed together joy at new beginnings still bittersweet by the thought of my beautiful wife slipping away. She slipped off of my lap and started tugging me out of my chair. We still have a few hours before we have to go to the hospital. Come inside and make love with me.



I smiled.



Besides Rachel teased Katie will rest easier knowing we still have each other.



I followed Rachel up the stairs and into her bedroom or rather OUR bedroom. I d been sleeping in this upstairs room for quite some time.



At the foot of the bed Rachel turned around and beckoned me into her embrace. We stood and kissed again. I felt the wonder of rediscovering her as if we were new lovers and yet our actions were well coordinated and familiar as people practiced at making love to each other.



I turned and slid myself into the covers of the bed feeling the initial shock of cold sheets before my body heat slowly began to thaw them out. I scooted around until I was sitting upright reclining back against soft pillows while I watched the grace of Rachel s movements.



She stepped to the side of the bed nearest to me before slipping off her robe and then reaching to the fasteners of her nightgown. Without hurry she shed each layer of clothing looking down into my eyes the whole time.



Despite her stripping and the tug of desire to watch each inch of skin reveal itself to me I found my gaze locked right back into Rachel s brilliantly green eyes. And so she became fully nude without me really noticing and then she slid her body directly on top of mine and tucked herself underneath the blankets to shield herself from the cold.



I held her hips and positioned her directly over me while she parted my robe to the sides and pressed her palms against my bare chest. And as her knees planted on the mattress on either side of me Rachel slid back and dragged my pajama pants and underwear down until we were both naked.



No words were spoken. None were needed. Our hearts communicated this need to each other. We both were broken inside and somehow being together made us whole once again. Making love like this convinced us that things weren t so bad.



Her tongue dipped in between my lips at the same time her hips descended down and my hard cock glided through her wet folds and penetrated deeply into Rachel s body.

I gasped into our kiss feeling that initial union. It felt fuller richer and somehow more special. I hadn t felt like this since I first made love to Katie as if my body understood the magnitude of first joining with a soulmate.



I couldn t tell you if we made love for 3 minutes or 3 hours. All I know is that we didn t change positions. Our two bodies rocked against each other and our faces never moved more than a few inches apart. The sweat poured across both our bodies her voluminous breasts mashed against my chest. I was out of breath and my muscles ached and yet nothing in the world could stop us from thrusting.



And when we climaxed the outpouring of love was infinitely larger than the outpouring of fluids from my body into hers.



My wife. My love. Rachel was nothing less to me.



In the morning I would lose a soulmate and Rachel would lose a best friend. But together we would survive. With her by my side I would never be on my own.



***



My skin was a pale gray. Lin had to prod me to remind me to keep breathing. But it was hard to remember to make my lungs move. After all Katie s body was right in front of me and her chest barely twitched as she took in shallow breath after shallow breath.



The Rhythms of Life keep moving on: Tragedy happiness sadness love. Katie would soon leave this world. But hope and Rachel s love would follow after. Life goes on.



I don t remember what each of us said. The words themselves are not important. But Lin Rachel and I each said goodbye.



And then with Katie s hand in mine I told the doctor to go ahead and do it.



He waited just two seconds to see if I was going to change my mind and then the heavy machinery chugged to a halt as it shut down.



The electronics that were breathing for her came to a stop and Katie s chest sagged down as various lights and noises blinked out around us leaving the room in deathly quiet.



And then Katie s chest rose up again. It barely moved but it moved. And the heartbeat monitor kept up the same constant pace.



The doctor looked rather puzzled. He had warned me that people could survive for days after being taken off the life-support equipment. But Katie had needed the respirator to breath for weeks now. Her body shouldn t be able to breathe without it.



And yet her chest kept moving.



Rachel clutched onto me and I kept my hand clutched onto Katie s as our minds raced wondering what was going on.



The doctor was suddenly in motion pulling the tube out of Katie s throat and then yelling for the medical staff.



I ll never forget those frantic few minutes. A lot of technical phrases were shouted out and my little family Lin and Rachel and me stayed huddled in the eye of the storm.



But there is singular memory I take from that day: the moment Katie s hand squeezed mine.



***



NEXT CHAPTER 4




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